There's a girl that used to be a child , and thinks this world is as perfect as the disney movies . But now she's 14 , she's depressed and not even well dressed , everyday she wakes up praying to god to make her die quickly . Her dad just passed away her dad was her everything , they were so attached that they cry together happy or sad . They are not like any other father daughter , they were not blood attached , she was adopted . Everyday of her life she is thinks she's a useless child , she fake a smile and think by being someone she's not she would be feeling better . and now she is numb and cry herself to sleep because the only think she has right now is mom . she's afraid .